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It all about that pink paper clip


A. I am not tired
B. I swore off certain networking sites till march
C. Although this will be updated on FB, I am still holding true to my statement of antisocial behavior.

So I over reacted to a certain situation, knowing I should have expected it.. but I am upset and know this wasn't meant to hurt or be directed. Intentions aside though,I am still hurt.. anyways...

I went out for the first time since NYE to see my friend tonight.. Despite myself fighting the urge to go home, I kept my promise and was able to see my friend and lots of other friends.
Still was a wreck, especially being at Xmortis and knowing that it was going to be off. Which it was, and I was surprisingly able to respect things..though feels like that by now pointing it out may be a little off putting..
So with maybe two mini melt downs, I was able to last a bit tonight. Mo (my friend) was sweet and took me home, we talked a bit more and now I am here.. wanting to be somewhere different. Hoping that in the AM i will attempt ballet again, though we'll have to see since my paycheck was lesser than anticipated and the bills just came in...
we'll see what tomorrow brings... :/ Just wish I had a place to escape to, no clubs or cons for me this weekend...

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prttyasacarcrsh
Jan. 15th, 2011 12:54 pm (UTC)
I know how you feel. You're more than welcome to email me to talk (templemane at gmail dot com), escape to a lovely cup of tea + latex lessons, etc :) It might not be a club or con, but I promise it'll be fun!
jhenaphere
Jan. 16th, 2011 02:26 pm (UTC)

*hugs*
blondeamazon
Jan. 16th, 2011 04:54 pm (UTC)
I didn't even see you there Friday night. I am sorry things are so shitty and I want to remind you that we need to get together for girly fun times. I know how you feel and have been there so I am more then happy to be an ear to listen and to commiserate with. *hugs*
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