Made Veggie Florentine with left over Aloo Palak (spinach dish) from Passage to India, the extra spice made the soup AMAZING!

I can pull off being a good wifey to someone that would appreciate my cooking..
A couple days ago I made Tomato sauce with Sam for a nice Christmas Eve dinner.

I am loving this new cooking kick

ugh, lady parts, why on the holiday... really?

so I made "santa" cookies for Vigil, some are left over.. but then my dad sent me a christmas care packadge which consist.... lots of cookies

so I am very well.. very well indeed.. been working on modeling, which has been fun. I am trying to get more work and do something with these photos..

Anyways, need to figure out my christmas plans. See family, see trin..

what else, vigil rocked.. this years been a good one.. I have no real complants..

The Super Sexy Static & Dirge will be spinning the hot beats in this cold weather. We will have gifts from our "Goth" Santa, cookies and much more holiday treats. Hope to see you all there

( flier under cut )

took a break which included seeing Ho Ho Horrors,with Jesia.
time for bed for tomorrow will be interesting

I am just so fricken busy, its the near end of my semester.. I am going to sleep cause I worked for 5 hours on one paper... and my brain is coming out of my ears...


updates soon I swear

editing photos, writing, ready for a change.. So far first change was my hair color, its fusicia..

I'm on the fence about therapy tonight, thinking about Ceremoney tonight.. also need to do my anthro homework..

Just lost all my motivation though, plus the rain isn't helping...

Thanksgiving was interesting, it was really nice seeing the family. It has been to long since I've spent time with them, some cousins I hadn't seen in months others, its been years. They missed me.. So it was nice. Hillary was being a bit of a brat, but what can you do.
Then after my moms thanksgiving, I did thanksgiving with Matt's family.

Today hair is purple
Trying to get things on track, though I've been a bit scattered.

Almost the new year and I'm not happy with where things are going in my life.

I want to give thanks to all my friends that have been there for me through out the years.. To my non mothers Sue and Steph, to my best guy Phill, to my family the FBC, thanks to my love Matt, and my new found friends. If I never had you in my life for all the bad parts I wouldn't be here today. You let me believe that its ok to be unusual and that an alternative lifestyle is nothing to be ashamed about. Thank you for all those kind words and making me feel appreciated all those years, and hopefully for many more. I <3 you all. *hugs* Also thank you to my actual family, even if your short comings are not my fondest memories, I do still love you as well.

I was on national tv for 5 sec... LOL

so I may be on tv tomorrow night, I am not going to lie.. I am a bit nervious now.. Long story short i had to read lines for Dinner, Drive Ins and Dives for work.. the episode airs tomorrow... *eep

So it seems like I've caught a cold. Not very happy about getting sick, I'll have no time to do my papers know..

Watching Mars attacks before I go to bed. I forgot how great and wierd this movie is.

Lunch with Steph tomorrow after noon, I can't wait. I think I'm buying her b-day drinkes

I need to sleep...

you might like this.
http://lupecboston.com/

almond cream cake.. so very very tastey. I wish I had a latte to go with this, then I'd be in heaven

I am a sucker for almond paste, or hazelnut..

its the little things that make me happy..

had a moment wed. night durning my date with Matt.. where I wanted to climb and sit in a rather large tree..

today I had lunch with my hippy x boyfriend..

now all I can think about is relaxing to some instrumental music and smoking a hulka while meditating. I want to roll around in the dry leaves and walk bare foot in the wet grass.
I want to sit in a sunny spot and write..

I don't know what it is, but I am feeling that hippy itch. long skrits, sandels in all.

On a different non hippy note. I just got my photos back, they look great I just need to edit some of them.
Also I want to see if one of my photographers does pinup cause there is this Pinups for Pitbulls calender I want to do. If I can't get a pinup photographer here I can contact Ama in LA and visit Cali..
Either way I am just very content today..

Thing have been a little hecktic for me. Been busy with classes trying to keep my grades up so that I don't get on probation again. So its been a bit stressfull. Though for the most part its going well, just need to start my paper assignments for classes and catch up on some readings.
Life is going well, Matt and I are doing better. Our anniversery has come and gone, we started talking about getting our own place. Sounds like we're getting serious. lol
I've only been with him for 5 years..
Getting my shit together, finishing school, making friends and saving for my business plan.
Vigil is doing great, I am very happy with all the work Matt & I have done. It will be a year in April being at the Middlesex Lounge. I am very excited and proud of myself.
If only I was able to get class credit for it.
On a different note I am booking myself for some photo shoots, mostly for fun, and maybe try to model. I am going to make a plan to go to NY for a weekend and see if I could do some paid shoots. We'll see though, also will give me a chance to do market research and shopping.
I've been writing a lot, which is great. Journal stuff and poetry, I got this sudden urge to publish some of my poems, just need to look more into it.

Trin's great, the family is good from what I can tell. Seeing my dad on sunday which will be interesting.

Now work on my paper

I am still alive, just very busy.. there will be a massive update to come..

figuring school out, not sure about Halloween. I'm just a bit burnt out this week.

sore, tired and depressed is an awful combo right before the weekend

Two fairies it was On a still summer day Came forth in the woods With the flowers to play. The flowers they plucked They cast on the ground For others, and those For still others they found. Flower-guided it was That they came as they ran On something that lay In the shape of a man. The snow must have made The feathery bed When this one fell On the sleep of the dead. But the snow was gone A long time ago, And the body he wore Nigh gone with the snow. The fairies drew near And keenly espied A ring on his hand And a chain at his side. They knelt in the leaves And eerily played With the glittering things, And were not afraid. And when they went home To hide in their burrow, They took them along To play with to-morrow. When you came on death, Did you not come flower-guided Like the elves in the wood? I remember that I did. But I recognized death With sorrow and dread, And I hated and hate The spoils of the dead.